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&& In this crazy, cold world... I'm nothing but alone.
[[ H O P E L E S S ]] // ♥Romantic♥
Created on 2004-09-16 22:22:27 (#4558035), last updated 2007-12-13
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| Name: | Michelle [[drugs won't save her from herself]] |
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| Birthdate: | 12-14 |
| Location: | Middletown, New York, United States |
| Website: | .myspace. |
Hi. I'm Michelle.
I'm a sixteen year
&& I live in a world of my own.

First and foremost: I am in a relationship. His name is Matthew Joseph O'Sullivan. I really do love him and I will be in love with him and only him until my dying breath. He's pretty much a really big deal in my life. He makes me happier than anyone//anything else in this universe. He is the most amazing person that I've ever known and you can shove it up your cunt ass if you even remotely try to disagree with me.

Second, I'm extremely white. Take a look at my pictures; it's not that hard to see. I'm proud to be that way. I love being white and of Aryan descent. You can fuck off right now if you have a problem with that.
I have the most amazing friends in the entire universe. I don't care if you don't agree with me. This is my life, my friends. What I say goes. Some of the bestest friends I have:
--Matt :: my boyfriend. My best friend.
--Justine :: owns my entire soul.
--Gary :: we're the two greatest gods ever.
--The L.O.S crew :: crazy ass motherfuckers that I can't even begin to imagine living without.
I've got my own opinions; in fact, I'm very opinionated. I think on my own. I say what's on my mind. And I am my own person. Got a problem with that? Too fucking bad; I don't care. I'm not about to change my values, ideals, and personality for someone as insignificant as you. Public opinion can kiss my ass.
I love and hate being a teenager. Love it because these are gonna be the best years of my entire life. After this, it's all downhill. I hate it because I can't stand high school: high school girls, high school drama. I fucking hate drama. Don't bring me into it unless you're looking for a fight. Don't start shit with me, either. I may not look like much, but I can fuck you up if I have to.
I've been diagnosed with some kind of depression. I end my day, every day, with Lexapro and Lamictal. I'd rather not have to, but apparently, I'm in need of it. Also, I've got a whole mess of insecurities and irrational fears. I'm terrified of heights, clowns, and being alone. Don't fuck with me over this shit; I'll fucking tear you apart. I've got some problems with self-worth. If you can't support me in doing something, don't bring me down about it. I don't trust people very easily. If you try to force me to talk to you about something, I lose trust in you, and don't expect me to talk to you again.
I like to pretend that I'm a healthy person. No, really... I eat well and exercise often. Actually, I exercise to the point of obsession. Not only for healthy reasons, either. Aside from that, though... I love to drink and smoke: alcohol, cigarettes, and weed are some of the best things in life. It's most fun to drink//smoke when you party hardy. =P

I love getting a reaction out of people. I will honestly say and do things, just to see how people will react to what's going on. Don't be surprised if I randomly start saying or doing something completely ridiculous... unless you're prepared to have me make fun of you later on for overreacting.
Also, I have a tendency to do stupid stuff without thinking. At one point in time, I drank the liquid from a glowstick. I don't recommend doing this. Ever. It tasted horrible and I wound up puking. It didn't make my tongue or mouth glow or anything, either, so it wasn't really worth it. Also, I was later informed that glowsticks are toxic. I felt really stupid and was like "o_O toxic chemicals in my body."
I'm a WALKING CONTRADICTION.
Anything else you want to know? Ask. I'm a pretty open person.
Contact Info
--AIM misscripted
--Email: m.shelly53@gmail.com Don't send me chain letters. I don't read them. Ever.
--Number: Ask for it. Also, don't call and be an asshole. I don't put up with that shit.
Interests (65):
ballet, being a little kid, books, boys, cemeteries, cheese, chocolate, computers, cuddles, disney, diving, equal rights, estling lake, fraggle rock, freckles, french kissing, friends, gandalf murphy, gay marriage, glomps, gryffinpops, harley davidsons, harry potter, honda gold wings, hub lakes, huggles, hugs, icons, jack the ripper, justine gray, kissing in the rain, knitting, kurt halsey, laughing, love, making up nonsense words, mighty morphin power rangers, motorcycles, movies, music, photography, pouting, quotes, rain, randomness, reading, revolution, sarcasm, saying the word 'fuck', scaring people, skateboarding, socks, spiderman, stars, superman, swimming, talking to myself, the word 'fuck', vampires, waterfalls, writing, x-men, yelling, ♥, ♪
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